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Abs   It started as a harmless game me and my sister used to play. It's normal for kids to pretend; you'd be worried if your kid didn't to be honest. Children are constantly inspired by people on television; it's just how it is.
   I remember asking my sister who her favourite character on Casualty was. From that day, we'd play endlessly in the roles of our favourite characters; she was Paramedic-Technician Nikki Marshall and I was Dr Lara Stone. We had fun. She would bring the 'patients' in to hospital and I'd treat them. It was just a game.
   It did become an obsession. We'll both adm Abs
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insightIs this what I'm supposed to see when I look in her eyes? Sometimes when I look at her, I hate her I know, it's so annoying, but I want you to know how I feel. I want you to know how I loathe her. I look into her eyes and anger rises in me I hate her! She looks at me with pleading eyes- how pathetic Weak and pathetic She shows me her scars, scars from not too long ago Scars she had once promised she'd never have Scars that are cutting someone she cares so much about How can she care?! How could you put so much pain on someone you love? How could you pour blood on th insight
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23.11.09 The panic attacks started again this morning, irregulating my breathing and sending shooting pains through my chest. As a result, you can imagine how thrilling getting out of bed seemed when my alarm rang. I pulled the covers back over my head and wrapped myself as tightly as I could in it. Obviously that was going to somehow make everything better… I had to get up. I was even up in time to have a brew. I highly regretted this as I sat down on the moving bus. Anxiety, once again, surged through me and as soon as I stepped into the PCT this morning, I ran into the toilets to throw up. & 23.11.09
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Fri Nov 27, 2009, 1:54 PM

Mood: Doubtful
Listening to: silence
Watching: tht lil blue face nodding ^

I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside
All I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do
You do if you knew
What would you do?

All the pain
I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what
Was never said
Back and forth
Inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable come and take me away

I feel like I'm all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold
I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you
I don't think you'd understand
'Cause no one understands

I'm going nowhere on and on and
I'm getting nowhere on and on and on(take me away)
I'm going nowhere on and on and off and on and off and on

Take me away
Break me away
Take me away

take me away- avril

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Current Residence: in my mind...
Interests: The L Word, Casual+y, reading, writing, drawing
Favourite movie: Bridget Jones
Favourite band or musician: TATU, P!nk, Tammin
Favourite poet or writer: Way too many to say, but the Bronte's deserve a mention
Favourite photographer: my grandad
MP3 player of choice: mine of course
Favourite game: The Sims, The L Word
Personal Quote: I am human, I need to be loved just like everyone else does...